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laura ([personal profile] abrandsticks) wrote2018-06-18 08:33 pm

( open post. )

( i'm a free animal. free animal. )





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[personal profile] sinistral 2019-04-19 10:04 pm (UTC)(link)
[He feels Laura’s hand tightening on his and Bucky squeezes back. Tony isn’t at all threatening — not like this anyway, in comfortable clothes and with an impressive spread of takeout on the table — but when a person has had no one at all to trust, it’s hard to accept even a small thing like this, he knows. The smile he gives Tony is small, one that promises answers to his questions later.]

This is Chinese, [he confirms.] Tony always goes a little overboard ordering, so don’t be shy. I can even show you how to use chopsticks if you want.

[Not that she’ll know what they are, if she hasn’t had Chinese before. Bucky tugs her forward so they can sit near Tony; he’ll defer to wherever she wants to be, between them or in his lap or even sitting cross-legged on the floor, but not before he leans in to brush a quick kiss across Tony’s mouth, and murmur a thank you into it.

Once they’re at least a little settled he pulls off his gloves and shrugs out of the leather jacket. He doesn’t know how she’s going to react to seeing a metal arm where the sleeve of his tee ends, but she’s been surprisingly level-headed thus far. And considering the tech in Tony’s chest, well, neither of them are entirely organic anymore.
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[personal profile] sinistral 2019-04-24 02:41 am (UTC)(link)
[He’ll owe Tony a longer, deeper kiss later, along with as much of an explanation as he has. They still need to figure out who Laura really is, and who’s after her, and the intricacies of why. Those answers won’t come in a single night; he knows it, and knows too that they should just focus on food for now. One step at a time.]

Chopsticks. I’ll show you and you can decide if you want to try them now, or next time.

[Though that will wait, clearly. Bucky tracks her gaze as it roams over Tony’s chest before returning to his arm. Moving slowly he meets her aborted motion, hand palm up and close enough for her to touch. The tension in her is palpable to him, and he doesn’t want to spook her now.he wants her to feel safe.]

I was. [He glances at Tony before turning his body a little more towards her.] I was hurt very badly. And some bad people found me and hurt me more. They made me kill other people, good people who didn’t deserve it. But Tony found me, and helped keep me safe, and showed me that I don’t have to do that anymore. And now I want to help you too.
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[personal profile] sinistral 2019-05-09 02:55 am (UTC)(link)
I'll show you. Promise.

[It's an easy promise to make, and an easy one to fulfill. And Bucky thinks that maybe she needs easy promises, things that come true with no strings attached. Maybe she needs it as much as a safe place and clean clothes and a full belly. These are things he can provide, with Tony's help and his eyes flick up to Tony quickly before he turns all his attention back to Laura.

Metal fingers curl carefully over hers, holding her hand. It's heavier than it should be, heavier than the bone structure suggests, and that makes him wonder.
] Do you want to tell me about it? You don't have to if you don't want to.

[With a wink at Tony though he does lean in closer to Laura, speaking in an easily-overheard stage whisper.] He's not always that modest either.
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[personal profile] sinistral 2019-05-17 03:54 am (UTC)(link)
Promise. Promesa. It means that I'm going to follow through with what I said, no matter what. And it means that you can trust me.

[Though it's sad that she doesn't know what a promise is. But, on the other hand, that should mean she doesn't know the pain of a broken promise either, which he sees as a small mercy. And though her actions bring a lot of questions he bites them all back, especially with the phone surrendered. If there's anything on there, Tony will know how to get to it.

More important in the moment is how she's holding herself, and warning them away from her. Bucky murmurs his assent to her warning, watching curiously, and he doesn't quite manage to hide all of his drawn breath at the claws that slide from her skin. He thinks it explains the blood he'd noticed on her knuckles earlier, though it doesn't explain how or why her skin had been so smooth.

Carefully, and moving slowly so that she can see him, he touches the outside of her hand with his metal fingers, right at the edge of the wrist and far away from her claws. Her words are simple, and maybe he's reading too much into them, but in Bucky's eyes he sees an organization not unlike HYDRA. And like HYDRA he thinks they're probably actively looking to take her back.

He glances over at Tony before speaking.
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We want you. I want you. I want you to be safe, and to eat Chinese food, and to not have to worry about them. Is that okay?
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[personal profile] sinistral 2019-05-27 03:03 am (UTC)(link)
I'm glad.

[Bucky looks away only enough to grab a napkin from their meal, wiping the blood from her knuckles as gently as he can. There are no signs of wounds where the claws had emerged, no evidence of harm at all. Now the blood he'd seen on her earlier makes a little more sense, since she seemingly heals even faster than he does.

This is far, far from okay but they're in a position where they can help Laura, and he's not going to turn his back on her. He reaches for the table again, this time to grab two packages of paper-wrapped chopsticks, handing one to her and keeping one for himself.
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Ready for the lesson I promised?

[How to use chopsticks. It's a simple enough thing; he'd picked it up pretty easily but he's also pretty dexterous. And patient; he doesn't mind taking the time to show her how to position the utensils in her hands, how to use them to pick up the wontons of which he's so fond.

It's not really about the wontons though, and not about the chopsticks either. It's about giving her a promise, and following through on it. That's important, and he knows that Tony won't begrudge the attention he gives to her.
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[personal profile] sinistral 2019-06-09 03:49 pm (UTC)(link)
[He's patient as he coaches Laura through holding and using the chopsticks, slipping into Spanish since she seems to understand it better, and moving back to English to talk quietly with Tony. It's nice and while he knows the peace won't last — it can't, there are people after her, they need to find out who and why — he can at least give her this for a night.

And maybe it takes them three times longer than it should to eat but that's no problem, right? Bucky's just glad to see her get a little more comfortable, and he himself feels very comfortable with Tony, secure in their house. He knows that Tony's brain is likely already spinning ahead to the possibilities of who could have done this and who might have some insight, but those conversations can wait until later. Bucky has the feeling that Laura hasn't really had the chance to just be a little girl, and it's something she should experience.
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[personal profile] sinistral 2019-07-01 02:24 am (UTC)(link)
[It's good to see Laura relaxing a little, even smiling. He doesn't think she's gotten to be a kid very much, which is just sad. He resolves to make sure she has the opportunity now. And if that opportunity starts with too much Chinese food and clumsy chopsticks lessons, well, there are worse things in life.

There's no need to rush through the meal, and no need to rush after it either. Bucky notices the yawn when Tony does, but Tony's quicker to respond to it, and he shoots his lover a thankful look over Laura's head.

He smiles encouragingly when Laura looks at him.
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We'll get you set up in a guest room but tomorrow we can start personalizing it however you want. It'll be special, just for you.

[Part of him can't believe they're going to do this, but Tony seems all for it, and Laura needs their help. Bucky doesn't think he could turn his back on her. He's glad that Tony's on the same wavelength.

When Laura looks like she's ready to think seriously about some sleep, Bucky leans in to press another kiss to Tony's cheek before standing up and offering her his hand.
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You want me to show you where you can sleep?
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[personal profile] sinistral 2019-07-18 12:21 am (UTC)(link)
Personalizando. [Though the translation still might not help, if she’s no real experience in making something her own.] Choosing things you like, instead of just what we have. We can paint the walls a different color, or get you some different furniture, or change the bedclothes.

[He shortens his stride for her legs as they walk, her smaller hand held in his own. He thinks it's probably safest to put her as close to them as possible and leads her toward the area of the house that holds their bedroom. There’s a guest room in that hallway, small only in comparison to the size of the room Tony and he now share. It used to be his room, before he and Tony fell into their relationship. It’s been empty since then and he thinks she might be a good fit for the space.]

Tony and I will be close by, and nothing can even get onto the grounds here without eating off a ton of alarms. You’ll be perfectly safe.

[The space itself is done up in neutral shades, plain but comfortable. There’s an attached bathroom and a walk-in closet, a desk and chair, and the neatly-made bed.]

How’s this look to you? Think you want to stay here?
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[personal profile] sinistral 2019-08-03 03:53 am (UTC)(link)
Don’t worry about it. I’ll explain a little better in the morning.

[It’ll give him some time to think of how to explain it. On the plus side, Bucky has very personal experience with trying to figure out how to be a normal person after living so many years as an experiment, a weapon, a thing. While he hates that Laura may have had similar experiences, he thinks that maybe being able to relate will help.

He smiles a little when she nods, trying to be reassuring.
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Tony and I are right down the hall, if you feel like you don’t want to be alone. [Not scared; he doesn’t get the impression that she scares easily. Then again the threats in her life seem very real, as real as things that both he and Tony have faced.] Do you have clothes to sleep in, or do you want me to bring you a clean tee to use for tonight?
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[personal profile] sinistral 2019-08-18 11:38 pm (UTC)(link)
Down the hall, yes. [He points in order to illustrate the direction.] If anything bothers you, you can come get me and I'll stay with you.

[He doesn't think Tony will mind at all. They've spent plenty of nights curled around each other's nightmares to begrudge it of their newest guest.]

Tell you what, you can take a shower and get all cleaned up, and I'll come bring you a shirt to sleep in. In the morning we'll get you some new clothes that fit a little better. What do you say?
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[personal profile] sinistral 2019-08-26 02:34 am (UTC)(link)
Just in case you do.

[He's under the impression that she's more of an independent soul, and that out of necessity. Bucky doesn't want to push, but he doesn't want Laura thinking she needs to handle everything on her own. They can help her, if she wants it. He thinks that maybe she does, and maybe she just needs to get used to the idea.]

If you put your dirty clothes in that basket in the corner, I'll come get them and wash them up so they'll be clean for you tomorrow. And then we can get you some other clothes too, so you have more than one outfit.

[He doesn't know if she'll want to keep her clothes once they've been cleaned, or discard them for entirely new things. But at least she'll be set for the night with the bathrobe, oversized as it is, and one of Bucky's shirts to sleep in. He'll move to get it while she's in the shower, leaving it for her on the bed and taking her clothes to be cleaned. He doesn't think she'll need him for the rest of the night — she'd looked tired enough to just curl up and sleep — but she knows how to find him if she does.]